Ring Ring

We went through a period a few years ago where we lost something like 12 people,family and friends,to death.Throw in my mother's sickness,emergency calls in the middle of the night,calls at work,and I became very uneasy every time the phone would ring. I still am,in fact.We do have the caller id that identifies who is calling,but I still get nervous when I see certain names come up.I wonder what the Lord thinks when He sees my name come up on His caller id.Do I call on Him only in a crisis,or when something bad has happened?Sadly,that has been the case sometimes.Lord,help me to call on You ALWAYS,not just in times of trouble, but all the time,even just to say thanks. We can sit and chat and fellowship together.I may never feel at ease when the phone rings, but I want The Lord to smile when my name comes up on His machine, and I want Him to look forward to talking with me.